1.Under The Boards
I wanna crawl into the ground and not come out
For 37 years when my life runs out
A demon in my mouth, it spits words out
Let everybody hate me, make me kill myself
I want to lie below the weight of the sky
And then I'll rise above the earth in a hurricane
Spun into the wind with the whirlin' rain
Reach into the top of a blackened sky
Screamin' as I fall to the earth to die
I want to lie below the weight of the sky
So into the basement and under the boards, I'll go
(whoa whoa)
To live with the leeches that lurk in the undertow
(whoa whoa)
I wanna rot all the roots of the rest of the life above
(whoa whoa)
And I will not rise
So into the basement and under the boards, I'll go
(whoa whoa)
To live with the leeches that lurk in the undertow
(whoa whoa)
I wanna rot all the roots of the rest of the life above
(whoa whoa)
And then I'll wait as the world wilts and nothing is left but
smoke
(whoa whoa)
(ha ha ha)
I will not rise
2.Radio
Hearing the words as they're leaving my mouth
I can't believe myself
Trying to be what you want me to be
I guess I can't catch up
Once in awhile, making you smile
by singing with the radio
You're singing with the radio
Staring into space like I'm not even there
I swear I'm not alone
You make me think that I live with a ghost
But my love still grows
Once in awhile, making you smile
by singing with the radio
You're singing with the radio
We heard it on the radio
They're singing (Ohhhhh)
Once in awhile, making you smile
by singing with the radio
You're singing with the radio
We heard it on the radio
You're singing with the radio.
They're singing (Ohhhhh)
3.Can't Stay The Same
Go if you wanna go
Don't wanna lie here while you cry yourself to sleep
And say what you wanna say
Cause I can see by your face that somethings not the same
Hey, hey everything's okay
I love you more than I can say
But we can't stay the same
Yeah!
Do what you wanna do
Don't wanna keep you here holding so tight you can't breathe
And stay not a minutes stay
Cause I don't think I wanna live here dying all alone
Hey, hey everything's okay
I love you more than I can say
But we can't stay the same
Yeah!
Well I've been thinking about the words I've said before
When I was locked outside and pounding on the door
I wish I said I'm sorry, sweetheart I can't be
the man I've lead you to believe that I would be.
Somewhere deep inside I know there's something wrong
I know you're never safe around me anymore
Well hey everything's okay
I love you more than I can say
But we can't stay the same
Yeah!
Hey, hey everything's okay
I love you more than I can say
But we can't stay the same
Yeah!
4.Get Fucked Up
Watching the moon moving to the ocean floor
Standing on the neighbor's lawn
It's four am on Friday
All night long I'm dreaming of your loving arms
I'm staring at the fading stars
And waiting for your call
But every time I think about you
I get fucked up
I feel like all the stars are falling
Inside my heart
Inside my heart
Gone are the days
Staring through the window pane
To eyes that won't wash away
The rain
But now we're alone
Two lights along a distant shore
A loving life that leads us home away from wasted days
But every time I think about you
I get fucked up
I feel like all the stars are falling
Inside my heart
Inside my heart
No more waiting for the days
The place that we can run away
And we can have a drink
But now we're moving on
And every time I think about you
I get fucked up
I feel like all the stars are falling
Inside my heart
Inside my heart
Inside my heart
Inside my heart
5.When I'm Not There
All night long
Ghosts with snakes
Stare at the ceiling as if there was somebody there
I start to wonder
what's he do when I'm not there
'Cause I've been calling
But i stopped hearing from my friends
did you think I'd forget？
Twist my words every time
Lie all along and you know I won't know it's a lie
And I remember what you said when I was there
It never happened like the way you said it did
Did you think I'd forget
(whoa oh oh oh oh)
I thought I saw you
Outside my window last night
It's lucky for you
A shadow fled from the flashlight
I'll have to wonder how you look without your teeth
The hollow smile
You keep your tongue inside your cheek
I never loved you
I never trusted you at all
The stars above you
Are shining down upon us all
I hope you never forget
6.Lonely Nights
I guess I wrote this song
To hear you singing along
Remember all those times
Laughing so hard we would cry
So many lonely nights
So many lonely nights
I hoped you'd call
Stare at the wall
Why do shadows crawl
All along the floor
I hoped you'd call
And that is all
I can say in this song
Time we were moving along
Remember all those days
Staring through the window pane
So many lonely nights
So many lonely nights
I hoped you'd call
Stare at the wall
Why do shadows crawl
All along the floor
I hoped you'd call
And that is all
Is it really what I wanted to say？
'Cause I've never even you before
The way that sad look'd come on your face
Is it really what you wanted to say？
And no, I never even gave it a thought
But i know we can't stay the same
Is it ever what you wanted to be？
Or am I living in the same old dream？
The one where nothing's as it seems
The one where nothing's as it seems
(nothing's as it seems)
The one where nothing's as it seems
The one where nothing's as it oh...
7.Bye Bye Baby
bye bye baby doll
you know I'm never coming home
for any reason I should call
don't pick up the phone
just know I'll love you from a far and that is all
you know as well as I, we're both alone
so bye bye baby
our love can't save me so bye bye baby
bye bye baby doll
there's letters littering the lawn
the police in the parking lot
every time I wake you go
I'll love you from a far and that is all
you know as well as I, we're both alone
so bye bye baby
our love can't save me so bye bye baby
don't pick up the phone
just know I'll love you from a far and that is all
you know as well as I, we're both alone
my heart, my love it died so long ago
so bye bye baby
our love can't save me so bye bye baby
and bye bye baby
our love can't save me so bye bye baby
bye bye baby
our love can't save me so bye bye baby
bye bye baby
our love can't save me so bye bye baby
bye bye baby
bye bye, bye BYE!
8.Stay
I'll go walking around in the dark of the day.
Right when everything's quiet,
see stars as they change.
Trees sway,
sag to the street drinkin' puddles of rain.
Right on the corner of your old street where we once stayed.
Seem so quiet..
Can't hear nothing now.. but..
Once there was music that swam in the air.
Crazy laughing at dishes that smash in the sink.
Howling wolf on the radio,
sing you to sleep.
Right now,
the sun coming up through the cracks in the trees.
I thought you'd save me..
From myself with Love...
Love...
But alone is how I stay,
from the womb to the grave.
I thought you'd save me..
From myself with Love...
Love...
But alone is how I stay,
from the womb to the grave.
That's how I stay,
from the womb to the grave.
That's how I stay,
from the womb to the grave.
9.Getaway
I don't need nobody
not at all
'cause I'm gonna end it all in the light at the break of dawn
and I don't why or what went wrong
I'm tired of trying to pretend to believe that I can go on
the pain won't let me get away
and now I know we'll never be the same
I don't wanna live, not another day
I don't wanna live this way
I said the pain won't let me get away
I'm gonna get my staples
and a bottle of booze
I've got these skewers in my mouth now there's nothing else I
can do
except to run out naked in the road
reaching up into the air, got the taste of blood in my throat
the pain won't let me get away
and now I know we'll never be the same
I don't wanna live, not another day
I don't wanna live this way
I said the pain won't let me get away
(oogacha oogacha oogacha oogacha)
the pain won't let me get away
and now I know I'll never be the same
I don't wanna live, not another day
I'll never let you live this way
I said the pain won't let me get away
10.Because You Are No Other
I come before you wake
Watching while I wait
There's only one thing left for me to say,
'Tomorrow never come home gotta let go all that you know
you'll never make it out alive unless you go'
No more warning signs
No more shallow lies
I'll dream of you from hell
My love goodbye
I'm fetching all of the rope
Gonna tie you onto this post
You'll never make it out alive
And now you know
When you start to move
I start to cross the room
To give you one last kiss
Before we die
But when I turn to come near
I see myself standing in the mirror
The hollow eyes, The blood I cry
It's all so clear
Now I know that hell has been here
Inside my heart that's swallowed by fear
I fall onto the floor
To pray I disappear
11.Kaleidoscope
I wake up knowing that you're gone
The letter left inside the drawer
I stare through the window, window
Why would I ever say
Those words I cannot erase？
The look I saw come on your face
Is frozen there each time I blink
It's my kaleidoscope of pain
Why would I ever say
Those words I cannot erase？
I'll never know
If you're ever going to come back home
So I'll give in
To the pain that (？) from within
Why would I ever say
Those words I cannot erase？
Why would I ever say...
12.Woe
Where am I？
I've never been myself
Lived for someone else
In the dark I dig into my flesh
I'm calling out, I'm calling out
I'm crying out for my death
I cry in woe
Why am I even here？
Everyone would be better without me
The sun is shining over city streets
But in my heart the dark is dwelling
It's all that I see
I cry in woe
Until I fall under a moving train
I live my life alone in pain
13.Turning Over In My Tomb
So now I'm stuck under the boards
No room to run, not anymore
I'm left to die here all alone
Or choose to live now on my own
I reach my hand above the ground
Feel for a root to pull me out
Now there is nothing I can do
I'm turning over in my tomb
I'm turning over in my tomb
When I get my feet on the ground
I notice there ain't no one around
Everybody, go home
To hope to hide the dead ghosts
But they're living all along
The stars are finally falling down
The trees reach up from underground
I'll never be the man you want
I'll never give you what you need
The only ting I wished I'd said
I'm sorry for the things I said
Now there is nothing I can do
I'm turning over in my tomb
I'm turning over in my tomb
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